
Gone
so completely
like a vapor
as if never here
my heart still remembers
soul that aches for you
memories are all that are left
still remember the pained tears
all the wasted years
no true closure
not completely
Gone
Gone
10 Apr 2013 2 Comments
in April 2013, poetry Tags: gone, heart, lost, past, soul
Fairytale
09 Apr 2013 Leave a comment
in April 2013, poetry Tags: fairytale, fiction, rap, rhyme

Snow White is the name
my soul is the same
the fairest of them all they say
a queen to be one day
My stepmother is now the queen
oldest hag there’s ever been
thinks she’s the fairest one
trying to make my life be done
Now I don’t know who she thinks she is
but my life is none of her biz
good over evil every time
especially spitting this tight rhyme
My prince will come someday I know
so she needs to stop acting like a ho
back up off me and give me space
old hag has got to know her place
Sorry
08 Apr 2013 4 Comments
in April 2013, poetry Tags: changes, choices, life, regret, sorry

Perhaps I should be sorry
maybe there should be regrets
but I find I can’t seem to be
and regrets are a waste of time
Once the choice was made
needn’t bother to take it back
for it remains in the forever
and there is nothing else
Change a life ruin a life
what difference does it make
nothing to be done about it
once it takes flight
Still not sorry
without even one regret
in that one small instant
the moment that we met
Once
07 Apr 2013 2 Comments
in April 2013 Tags: choices, decisions, lies, past, truth

Once, when I was less
than what I am today
I let myself think
that it was just okay
The choices that were made
once, when I was clouded
and the wisdom I once had
was dark and shrouded
Down the path
to be deceived
my own version of the truth
I then believed
To almost lose it all
throw everything away
a decision based on lies
once, when I was less than what I am today
Heaven
06 Apr 2013 2 Comments
in April 2013, poetry Tags: baseball, heaven, love, summer

Grass so green like each stem painted
the dirt richly red
lines of chalk white as the snow
and in the air the smell of sunshine
Cloudless sky bluer than the ocean
gently the breeze surrounds
oiled leather mixed with the perfume of doing work
spilling over into me
Popcorn and cotton candy
the smell of the grill
an ice cold beer that melts away
the tastes of the game
Cheers and groans
the battle ensues
as the afternoon drifts
my own piece of heaven
Never
05 Apr 2013 Leave a comment
in April 2013, poetry Tags: emotions, senses, spring

Covered in green this mountain hillside
the dew like diamonds on the grass
sun at almost high noon
and a breeze filled with spring
To the north mountain crags covered in snow still
and to the south the peaceful village stirs
in the east a castle ancient and still standing
to the west an ancient river
No sound besides the cool of the wind
and the birds who come and go
and minutes pass like hours
as the sun sinks ever low
Drinking it in this wine of spring
each drop renews the soul
living in each moment
in this place I’ve never been
Dreaming
04 Apr 2013 Leave a comment
in April 2013, poetry Tags: dreaming, happiness, perfection, sunshine

No worries or tears
without any pain or troubles
all certainty and happiness
this place I’ve never been
No cares or doubts
without any hurt or sadness
all fulfilled and joyful
this place I’ve never been
No anger or stress
without any conflict or issues
all smiles and relaxation
this place I’ve never been
No storm clouds or gray skies
without any gloom or despair
all sunshine and rainbows
this place I’ve never been
Remembering
03 Apr 2013 Leave a comment
in April 2013, poetry Tags: beginning, end, last, life, memories

The last time that you were there
it was Spring as it is now
and I was there
watching you slip away
remembering all the past
memories flooding me like a Spring rain
somehow it was only the good things
the last time that you were there
The last time that you were there
tears flowed like a melting river
as if my soul could be washed clean
and I was there
The last time you were there
new life waited to begin
as part of my life ended
and I was there
Hopes
02 Apr 2013 Leave a comment
in April 2013, poetry Tags: feelings, hopes, wanting, wishes

With wings spread wide
waiting in the mind corners
in silent repose
hopes never ending
Renewed
01 Apr 2013 2 Comments
in April 2013, poetry Tags: April, flowers, growing, rebirth, renew, spring

Drop by drop earth renewal
feeding as if starved
unfolding into newness
green
Inch by inch slowly growing
reaching as if to the sky
blooming under sunshine
purple
One to many spreading quilt
tiny grapes on stalks of green
scented perfume lingers
hyacinth