Coming Home


BY ERIN LAVERY

In response to Pablo Nerudo’s From the Book of Questions III, in which he asks, “Why do trees
conceal the splendor of their roots?”

I know why trees hide the splendor of their roots. They were born in dirt and shit and
sand. It was all they had to feed on.

I know why trees don’t walk until all are asleep. They hide their secret under asphalt sky
so you cannot see where they splinter and smell and learned to breathe.

I know why priests hold babies under water to wash away blood no baths can take. That
blood comes from the place our flesh was born.

So, I understand why I’m quiet and frail when the plane lands down in dust and sun. It
returning to the place I cannot hide from. I’m coming home.

Why


why
Always in my dreams
reminder of the past
seems so real even now
why

Waking me from sleep
feeling out of sorts
not understanding
why

Sometimes even when awake
creeping in around the edges
a shadow and a dream
why

Unable to forget
always coming back
still here
why

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